Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Today's the day.

Today is my last day of childhood, well...sortof. It doesn't feel like it's been that long since my first day of school EVER. but I guess it has. I'll be 18. it's weird.

I don't know what to do. :) I'l gonna party like it's 1999. Oh wait. It's 2009. whoopsie. :)

This week is so much better than last week. Last week was awful. Yeah. anyway.

I love my prayer group girls, and I love youth group so much. I don't know what I'll do when I graduate.

I'm a registered voter now. The only thing radical I'll do for my eighteenth birthday(tomorrow) is get my ears pierced, again. :) I'm really excited.

Everyone should come bowling saturday. It'll be a party.

Today's advice...Live life to the fullest. Dance in the rain. Don't care what anyone says. and Love God with all your heart.


Thursday, September 3, 2009

Love out loud.

I definitely have been thinking about my high school career this year, since I'm a senior and all. So. I'm going to have a blast from the past entry. :)

Freshman year, a great year. Meeting new people, learning about life, taking easy classes. The summer right before freshman year we went to Mississippi on a mission trip. That was definitely a great trip, could have been better, but I learned so much about myself. Marching band became the greatest fun, and the trips were the greatest. Solving so many problems, causing a few, and just learning more. Of course, who could forget the time when Clayton and I dated. hahah. that was epic. an epic goofup.:) I discovered the love of theater, and the love I had for others that year. I miss my freshman year.

Sophomore year was hard. A big year of transitions. Harder classes with more people than just freshman(YIKES) and becoming who we were. I became really close with my friends that year, and I'm still really close to them. I miss those times. MORP, walking around Jbu, 16th birthdays, Orlando. All those great times. I changed a lot that year. I learned how to be myself, to speak up about my opinions, how they need to be heard. I grew to know Christ more, too. Our youth events this year particularly were the greatest. Well, actually, they've been great every year. :)

Junior year, yeah. that's a toughie. I ended my sophomore dating a great guy, had great friends, and we hung out and did stuff all the time. We were a tight knit group. I was taking really hard classes, learning who I was, trying to walk with Christ, and have a boyfriend. We broke up through some tough stuff in December, and things changed. I lost a friend, my best friend, and It felt like everything I did was different. I don't regret anything. I needed that. It was definitely a huge wake-up call for me. I became really active in my Youth group, and loving every second of it. I made new friends (which, suprizingly, isn't as easy as it seems for me. ) and felt like I had a mission, to get through High School being a servant to others. Even if they didn't know about it. Just praying for anyone, walking through the halls and praying for the next person I saw, even if I didn't know their name. Just lifting them up to God, not knowing their situation. Through the whole break-up process, I felt like I was meant to be where I am. Loving my friends, loving anybody, relentlessly, and not being judgmental. I'm still dealing with things that happened because of these things, but I actually enjoy it. I love being able to tell my story, even though I think it's stupid, and how much I've changed because of what happened in a week's time.

Summer. One of the best summers in my high school career. I went straight from school to Girl's state, which was incredible. I made so many new friends there. :) I got a job, which I love, I'm a leader in my youth group, I have amazing friends, I went to concerts, I talked to people who I would have never talked to if I hadn't been where I was at that time. I made new friends, hung out with some amazing people, and went to Chrysalis. Chrysalis definitely made my summer. I grew so much through this retreat, and learned about God, and how much he really does love me.

Senior year. Not much has happened yet...just school, and BAND. I love band this year. :) I'm a prayer group leader for 5 AMAZING girls, who I already love. I love every minute of this year. :) this will be the best year, and also the hardest year.

Prayer Requests for this week-
  • Algebra test tomorrow...eek. I really need to pass it.
  • Scholarship stuff
  • Friends
  • To have a servant heart
  • Planning the skit for next week :)
  • Being a light to those in the dark.
  • Having a good attitude at school.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Cheetos.

I really think i'm not very good at this whole blog thing. oh well.

Update about this week.

1) Youth Group retreat was pretty awesome. I love our leadership team.

2)I think that the colder weather is nice.

3) I am in complete love with band. I'm glad the weather is nice enough to be outside without dying.

4) Accounting class is pretty legit. that's the word of the week. legit.

5)I'm really thinking that the Wedding is also pretty legit.

6) Our first football game is friday night. I love how I refer to it like I'm going to play in the game. Stands music is awesome.

7) Seven is a great number compared to algebra problems that have 15 variables.

8) I have a mini rubber duck that lives on my baritone. His name is edward. and he was named that prior to the twilight saga.


that's all for now, folks.