Well. It's time for me to grow up. Time for me to leave childhood behind, and grow into the person I want to be. It's not easy, and it won't happen overnight. I know this. I want to grow into a woman who seeks after Christ every second of the day. I want to love everyone. I want to serve.
At this point, I have no idea what I want to do when I grow up. It's such a conflicting decision. To have to decide when I'm 18 what I want to do with the rest of my life. I really have a passion for people, and I also have a passion for digging up the truth. Right now I want to be an attorney, but who knows? I'll probably change my mind at least a few times before graduation.
It's just a huge step. Graduating from High School, where my parents are always there when I need them, to going to college. Yes, my parents won't be far, but who's going to make me brownies on my bad days, who's going to wake me up when I turn off my alarm? I'm going to have to adjust, just like the rest of the college world did. And I know it won't be easy for me.
I already miss home just thinking about moving.
But on a brighter note,
I've paid my deposit, declared my major, and registered for ERP. And I have 1/3 of next year paid for without any JBU scholarships yet. This is an answer to so many prayers.
